She got herself a much much closer fren den me from the start of this year.
She went studying with everyone else except me.
She can go out studying with most of the Misses except me.
She can play ball with them except me.
She can go out shopping and watch movie with them except me.
All except me..
guess it's time for me to give up this friendship.
It's tiring if i'm the only one who wanna maintain this friendship..
i'll give up on this relationship.. and never ever disturb her life.
dun think she needs me anyway..
reading her blog is such a hurtful thing for me.
She mentioned almost everyone in her blog except me..
forget it Shanna Chong.
You'll get over with this and carry on with ur life.
Miserably.

things changed.
people changed.
everything changed.
we are not what we used to be already.
everyone started changing.
and everyone adapts to changes.
all except me.
i stood rooted to the ground.
not moving forward.
but instead wanna move backwards.
hoping so much that things will go back to the past.
but it's impossible.
time will never go back.
it's time for me to move forward, i guess.
we used to tell each other that no matter what happen in the future,
we'll stay as close as ever.
but now..
all these words turned into empty promises.
she changed. i changed.
she's busy with her frenz and stuffs.
while i find no frenz to be busy with.
seeing her sitting with her frenz on the bus,
i felt jealous.
we were so close to each other in the past.
but just now..
we just waved and smile. said nothing. did nothing.
that was when i realised that we have drifted apart.
in just less than a year,
so much changes had taken place.
i dun wish to change.
i simply hate changes..

I HATE HIM.

THAT BASTARD.

I HATE THIS FAMILY OF MINE.

I HATE IT..

SAVING MONEY IN PROGRESS..

TO BUY THINGS I WANT..

wallet. bagpack. handphone pouch. socks.

my blog's dead. my cbox's dead.

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and pls tag me! my cbox's dead. zzz.

first day of school's fun and sucky. LOL.

STUPID TORCH RELAY. took away my recess! zzz.

today's a nice and bad day. :/

HEY GUYS! I'M BACK TO MY LIFE!
MUAHAHAHAHAS.
i can finally use comp for after dunno how many months!
congrats me! ;D
i'll post more often from now on!
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Wee~~~~~~
I, SHANNA CHONG, THEREFORE DECLARE THAT THE CULTURAL NIGHT CONCERT IS OVER! AND IT'S A SUCCESS! ;D

hahas! finally it's over! practiced quite long for the concert!
yesterday's rehearsal is so tough and tiring!
everyone's wear out.. but we had fun!
we run through 2 rehearsals at RP from morning till evening.
every cca got their own rehearsal..
except for band! freaking hell!
we! band! need rehearsal too!
due to the fact that WE dont have our own rehearsal..
we were all very chaotic when its in the finale.
most of us do not know how and where to get in.
that's a stupid thing.
anyway.. i guess this concert will be the last public concert for the sec 4s this year.
that's what Mr Goh said. and Cena cried because of that.
she's so emotional!

anyway after the concert, i met my SHUHUI LAOPO and JINGJING! hahas.
SHUHUI LAOPO waited for me just to say she's not joining us..
but its nice to hug her that way! i miss hugging her! =x
SHUHUI LAOPO~! I MISS YOU! <3
after that SHEEPIGTONG, Karna, Dreys, KL and I went to Causeway Point!
lols. went to the foodcourt to have our dinner. okays. not really our dinner.
more of dreys and KL's dinner. LOL.
after their dinner, we went home separately. lols.

yesterday was a fun and tired day! but hope i can have another chance like that.
i was so embarrassed during the concert finale yesterday!
standing right in front.. with those guys shouting my names.. awww.. that's awful man!
anyway i didnt dare to look up.. LOL.

hmms.. stop here for now. remember to tag me! ;D